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HOPE and no LIMITS to recovery
I believe wholeheartedly in HOPE Â and NO LIMITS Â to recovery! Â I did not always believe this. I was born into limits. I was limited by...

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Feb 63 min read
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Sibling abuser
I want to talk about the trauma of finding out that a sibling has gone on to abuse others, and how that has an impact for the other...

peepeeps4
Dec 12, 20246 min read
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Authentic self
Living a life of authenticity is a constant effort, especially for a survivor of abuse. For myself, my perception of me growing up is...

peepeeps4
Feb 22, 20243 min read
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What Ritual Abuse looks like for me.....
Halloween was yesterday and I have purposely published this today as in my lived experience Ritual Abuse happened at all times of the year.

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Nov 1, 20232 min read
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Painted Smile
I am seen and everything is rosy, or is it? I have spent the best part of my life ensuring my struggles and pains are tucked away, and...

peepeeps4
Feb 5, 20233 min read
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OBSTACLES/CHALLENGES/STUMBLING BLOCKS
Each one of us in our lives come across obstacles as we navigate our way through our daily life. You may call these...

peepeeps4
Sep 28, 20223 min read
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Recovery
Recovery to me is breaking down that definition into bite size pieces, and working through each one, and not necessarily coming to a...

peepeeps4
Feb 9, 20224 min read
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Responsibility
I know I am not responsible for the abuse I suffered that lies entirely in the hands of my abusers. What I am responsible for is my own...

peepeeps4
Dec 15, 20212 min read
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Validation
Everyone of us have our vulnerabilities and one of those that sneaks into our lives is validity. I know first-hand that during the years...

peepeeps4
Oct 25, 20213 min read
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Behind Closed Doors
This past week has been Sexual Abuse Sexual Violence awareness week #ItsNotOk and I took part in the Event titled The role faith and...

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Feb 5, 20214 min read
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Resilience going into 2021
At one second past midnight on January 1, the day will be changed from Thursday to Friday, usually a transition of no special...

peepeeps4
Dec 31, 20202 min read
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Guilt
Guilt my own self tormenting emotion that is all consuming. Left alone with my own thoughts makes my skin tingle with anxiety. Pain rips...

peepeeps4
Dec 4, 20203 min read
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Halloween
Impact of a date a month a word a whole multitude of things that can spiral into huge overwhelm. That time is now Halloween. Only because...

peepeeps4
Oct 31, 20203 min read
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Vulnerability of my mind on the moors..........
I have so much I want to say so much, but nothing comes out. I’d like to be able to explain but I’m at a loss. How do I explain the...

peepeeps4
Oct 21, 20204 min read
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Walk with me
Walk with me, into the depth of my mind. It is bigger on the inside than the outside. Do not be fooled by what you see. I am going to...

peepeeps4
Oct 10, 20202 min read
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Taking Cover
My mantra is 'I am the me I'm meant to be' now that's all very well if your whole being is included in that precedent. I believe you have...

peepeeps4
Jul 29, 20202 min read
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Revolving door
Everything is existing just out of reach, on the other side of an invisible barrier that I cannot penetrate or scale. The days are fuzzy...

peepeeps4
May 26, 20202 min read
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Mental Health Awareness week 18 - 24 May 2020
This week is Mental Health Awareness week, and, in these times, it is even more imperative to look at our own well being. I have to...

peepeeps4
May 18, 20202 min read
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COVID19 & its consequences
MY own observations and how i am feeling I thought I would come in and take cover. Take this time to open up to what has been running...

peepeeps4
Apr 8, 20202 min read
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The spoken word
Our word education begins when we do, at birth. Tiny and defenseless we are powerless, utterly dependent on others for our survival. From...

peepeeps4
Feb 15, 20203 min read
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